August 22, 2016

Eyelash lace

Top: Forever21 | Jeans: Forever21 | Shoes: Drjays | Sunglasses: Forever21

Happy Monday!
From my last post somethings have changed a little bit. I have taken some time off work due to my Eczema flaring out of control and becoming the worst I have ever seen. Since I have been off for a couple of night I have notice a huge change in the way my arms looks and feels.

August 8, 2016

Where I Have Been

I'm going to start off my saying, this year has been the hardest by far for me. Everything seems to always go wrong and I have been the most depressed and overwhelmed than I have ever been in my whole life. I said in a couple of post back that I wanted things in my life to change and that has been really what I have been working on. But while doing that the top things I love in life have really taken a back seat or have fallen through the cracks. I didn't expect things to get this bad but I knew if I was going to make my life better the beginning of change would be a rocky road.

July 12, 2016

Sampled Child: Coastal Scents Forever Blush

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Back when I started really getting into makeup and wanting to experiment with massive amounts of eye shadow colors, Coastal Scents is the company I went to for that. It feels just like yesterday I ordered there 88 color eye shadow palette... Remember back in the beginning of YouTube days, that palette was highly popular in the beauty community... Yep! I was on that bandwagon and very proud of it too. So proud of it, I even recommend it in my Makeup Starter Kit for Beginners. That being said if you don't own that palette, you really haven't gotten the full experience of testing out eye shadows... I'm just saying! 

July 11, 2016


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Fourth of July weekend caused me a lot of stress and anxiety since i was working that weekend aka pet sitting. I didn't get much sleep and that caused me to not really eat and all that jazz.
I do have to say though Pokemon Go has really uplifted my spirit and was the only thing having me get dress and go outside this weekend. But i do have to say some Pokemon i just couldn't get too. I am not going to knock on peoples door to go in their living room to capture a Pokemon. I did however capture one in the comfort of my own bed... LMAO! 

June 27, 2016

Moon Walking

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Top: Forever21 | Jacket: Drays | Jeans: Forever21 | Shoes: Radii | Sunglasses: 599fashion

I don't know what i was thinking when i decided to put on this outfit. I just really like the bomber jacket but it being faux leather and 90 degrees plus out side ... I have gone mad, mad as a hatter! But on a real note do any of you keep up with the news on how people could be going to Mars in the future? I find it really interesting because i am a believer in the thought of other people living in space already aka Alien but i don't have an interest in going to Mars myself. Mainly because to me Mars looks like a BIG Grand Canyon, nothing but dust and rocks. 

June 22, 2016

Cortney's Fitness Letter #11

Hey fellow Shy Children!
I know i haven't done a Fitness Letter or let alone talked about Health in general in quite a while but i am here today, to say, i am still pushing. That being said a lot of things have changed, including my weight but i am still on a plant base vegan lifestyle. 
I was mentally down for a little bit wondering why i was plateauing or even gaining weight and i came across videos on YouTube talking about "metabolic damage". I am not a doctor or a nutritionist but what i got from the videos is, all the damage i put on my body over the years could be the reason why i am not loosing weight fast enough or at all... It could be true! Because this time around has been way different than my weight loss 5 years ago. Which is weird since i am eating way better now than i was doing then but i am also eating more. So i guess you can say i am very confused but i have to keep pushing and not give up.

June 13, 2016

Designer Lips

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Top: Drjays | Cardigan: Forever21 | Jeans: Forever21 | Shoes: Radii | 
The pass couple of weeks has been, life evaluation week/s. I'm not to my full point of happiness and things in my life need to be changed and reevaluated. As a blogger, who talks mainly about Fashion and Beauty can sometimes give off an illusion of pure happiness due to glitz and glam but that's not me.  Since day one, i have told you everything and kept it 100% with everything i say and do. That being said one of the main things that has been on my mind and bugging me, is the fact that i need my own living space. Its hard to live with other people as it is but its even more harder to work from home blogging and living with other people. I'm not trying to be a brat but im getting older and having people come over your house whenever they want to is pure annoyance,